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A New Years Thought.....
Last year(2008) i made alot of promises i never kept,Lost a few friends, met more then one amazing person,this was never a mistake,ive noticed the jealousy in your eyes,ive found something beyond better,nothing should surprise you,finally im around the bend!!,and truly i miss everything i excluded from my past,2008 wass a good year all in all,i mean i met someone who exceeded everthing i hoped for,and im falling head over heels faster then expected, my bestfriends barely talk too me anymore....so what am i too do take them away from the lives that there living?,NO,not i because well theyre even more beautiful people then what i remember them too be,wow i just noticed how much growing up ive done...maybe im the only person whose noticed?Ive written a shit load of poems, qualified for a spot on the Providence Youth Slam team...which is chillllll,just gotta hurtle over one more poetic obstacle and im officially on,Applied for college,oh how stressful that was...Never ment too act like a fool,when i got hurt that one time,and left you hangin(My bad Taciana,for everything(never got too apologize so here it is)),I saw my little sister Rosa in the hospital for 13 days straight,thought i was going too lose her...watched her cry, comforted her....I saw so many people in pain this year, RIP Edith and Big Ice(Victor), you will always be missed and loved....Rest In Peace too My Miss Wanda..I love you so much, your like a second mom too me(Missing the shit out of your spanish food)...yo Wesly your an ass..I always wonder, if you remember how too translate ones finger tips,(what happened Emac?)...oh!, i gained two families, TraPstArZ*,and G.F.Society, they keep me sane hard body!!!Happiness isnt too far were pain is, I didnt acheive alot at all but im happy, im happy because i was actual excited too be in school for once out of my whole highschool year, i actually felt excepted as a person....maybe the school switch was for the best?...i miss classical,you can see it in my eyes,but someone told me a while ago that its okay too miss something,but its not right too hold on,because youll never be able too let go, ive let things go that needed too be let go....SO what you may ask is my New Years Resolution?Well,ive thought about it more then i needed too(trust me)...my New Years Resolution is,
Number One:Be myself for i rather be no one else.....,
TWO: Just take a deep breath,never live for the moments that take my breath away, but live for the ones that leave me breathless.....
Three: Take More Photos!
-W.Spahk
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