Monday, August 16, 2010

I Didn't Sleep That Night.

I was listening to some Aaliyah this morning.
I'm sorry but I have been holding back since I've started looking for the cure.
There are still somethings I'm still confused about.
So all I can tell you guys right now are the facts.
My feelings at times but I just want you to see the facts.
I'm working on a project where I can tell you everything.
I'm just so caught up in the world I have to live in.
Once again the police in this city have treated the people like less than nothing.
I don't even want to talk about it this time.
I don't understand why people talk to me like I don't know anything.
It happens a lot.
I think I'm officially done with liquor.
I'm not about to do anything, I'm doing things now.
The [United] States of America is number 11 on the 100 best countries list.
They don't deserve a number in my book.
The name itself is false advertisement.
I'll stop now.
There are pictures being surfaced of the alleged 9/11/2001 mastermind.
I'll let you make your own conclusions about that one.
I applied to three jobs the other day and two said they aren't hiring.
Two jobs closer to me selling crack.
How do you like that Rhode Island?
You're about to account for another drug dealer.
I'm either going to die or go to jail.
I'm going to leave my girl on welfare with my three children who will never see me.
They're going to grow up and do the exact same thing as their father.
They can't go to school because their lives are based on the low income their mom gets.
They're going to listen to the new age rappers who love money, drugs and violence.
They're going to emulate these people and perpetuate the cycle.
FUCK EVERYTHING WHY DO I EVEN TRY.
I'd rather be the cameraman because I can fake a smile too easily.








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