Play This On The Radio.

I started out reading, now, I am going to start applying the knowledge. I need to start valuing my life a lot more than I have been these past few years. I have been caught up with drugs and the people who deal them, poorly at that, women who play games but assure themselves they are keeping it real and probably any other mind deterring obstacle you can think of. I blame myself for the most part, I am smarter than I would like to believe but I feel like I am one part of a bigger equation and the people I was surrounding myself with (who are also trying to make it to "the top") were going to help me complete that equation. What I failed to realise was; no matter how much I can get MY point across and no matter how much I THINK people are listening, I am not a mind reader and what they do is out of my control. Thus, I have found the solution to all of my problems. For now. I am just going to do things my way and for the people I love. My mother always told me I have no friends and I am just now seeing what she is saying. You either love me or you do not and the word "friend" was made to create some type of midway point in between the two. I have never been a fan of in between.

My apologies for the lack of visuals but for right now, I feel like my words should be enough. If you love someone, let them know. If you do not love them, don't say anything if it isn't nice, why put yourself through tough times!? Humans (as far as we know) are given one life on this planet of ours, if it was even ours to begin with. If you feel like you need a break, FOR YOU, take that shit and do not let anyone else tell you you don't need it, they don't know how you are feeling and they definitely can't add time to your life when it is coming to an end.

I have, however, found a group. A group that wants to do for others what they would for themselves in this crazy time of learning and growing. You all know who you are and I would like to take this time to tell you thank you and tell you that my heart is beating because of you. I would be dead had I let the hatred and anger of outside interest get to me.

The Mountain Man is back and there are going to be some very big changes coming this way. Please continue to follow us on our/your way to the top. You will not be sorry.

Life is a great teacher, especially for those who learn nothing but hard lessons. I think this is what makes you a Villain, knowing what the world can bring you, and not taking it because YOU don't want to.