What Have I Done?

I saw what a three dimensional television has to offer. I am not quite sure how I feel, although I do know that I walked away and everything looked really strange. I don't think I will be doing that again. Have you seen what technology has to offer these days? I went into a store, looked around and I am just baffled. I don't feel like a caveman but I do feel like I stopped caring about the latest gadgets at the right time. There are a lot of expensive items out there as well, items I thought were needed for operating a lot of the new software. I guess nothing in life is free, but then again, we pay for water and food. I wouldn't be surprised if air was next, actually, I think you do have to pay for air at the hospital, don't quote me on that though.

Times are changing, people are too. I don't know that for sure though, maybe they have been that way their whole lives and just decided to show up to the party now. I don't blame them, this party is pretty stiff. I have never been much of a party guy.

I have been applying to jobs like it is my job but I have yet to get any positive feedback. I even had one guy tell me not to call and check on the status of my application before I even filled it out. I feel like I should call anyway.. I checked online to see how to fix the screen on my phone and the only thing I got out of it was to totally disassemble my phone and put it back together once the screen was replaced. I don't want to do that for a few reasons but the main one is because I don't want to destroy my phone just to fix the screen. If you know a spot that fixes screens or how I can do it myself without taking the whole thing apart, I will love you long time.

I have learned I am no longer in a position to make points about topics, it just doesn't work anymore. I can only be me.

Besides trying to gain weight, stay calm and focused, I don't know what else to say about my life.

I guess I have just fallen off of the map as far as exciting times are concerned.

Well, exciting in the 2011 sense.

I hope you are doing well.

Remember when we used to talk and share ideas and you told me I was an alright person?

I remember, but I don't want to remind you.

The past isn't a friend of the future.

The present just is so I guess he doesn't care either.

I do, maybe too much.

I really hope I didn't spell anything wrong.

Vanessa, you are the best, I miss you.