Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Forget It All, Start All Over.

There are no limits to the thoughts you can have, thus, there is no limit to the things you can do in this world. I have really been looking at things in a scientific and psychological manner and all of my conclusions are the same. We are not alike and there is nothing I can do to stop that. I love people so much, but it is now time I put my hands where they belong. Nobody wants to learn from someone they feel they are better than and not one person wants to feel as though they are not hustling as hard as someone sitting next to them, especially when the one doing all of the hustling doesn't show it in a traditional manner. The Mountain is calling my name so loudly, it is almost as if it is the only voice I can hear. I often see myself walking into a white room and using my brain power to create a world like no other. There are so many things flooding my mind, possibilities, I know I have strayed away from my path but in all honesty, I think my path was made to be walked away from and I am supposed to create my own path out of the one I created, lost inside of my own labyrinth and every turn is a new learning experience, the only time I am going in the wrong direction is when I am walking in the direction I came from, or when I am walking on a similar path as someone I am trying to be better than. I am tired of having to be part of an equation. I am tired of useless relationships. I am tired of a lot of things, but this is now the time for me to say fuck being tired. I am awake and a lot of people aren't. Pardon my arrogance or take it for what it is worth.



September Twenty Eighth, Two Thousand Eleven.

I waited a while before I finished this post and you will see why in a few seconds depending on how fast you read this:
  1. I gave way too many damn's when I should not have.
  2. I am a highly emotional person.
  3. I have been doing my science homework.

I come to you a somewhat humble man, HA! In recent times, I have been throwing my name all over the place in an attempt to test out the mechanisms of change starting with simple agreements among small groups who want to expand. I will tell you this, I met a lot of great people and hopefully, no, happily I can say things are moving in the right direction. There is no need to fill a personal void if your goal is to make the bigger picture better. The number of people joining in the critique of capitalism are growing both in mind and in numbers and it is showing itself all over. They say numbers do not lie, but try walking around without knowing the time tomorrow. I dare you. Not in a hostile manner of course, simply, take everything in for as long as YOU can. This requires taking a risk but I got a whistle by taking a risk.


Do not, for one second, think I was slipping, though.

1 comment:

Parlez la vie. said...

Remember me?

I remembered your blog in somewhat of a day dream and wanted to see if you were still here. Glad you are.

I also remember first meeting you.
I've been crushing from a distance for a while now.

Keep writing.