It happened to Malcolm, Che and I guess I'm next up to bat.
The sad part is, I don't know how much longer I'm going to last.
They didn't last long and they had way more resources than I do.
I'm trying but I can't even find a damn job.
I've lost so much hope I don't even know what I'm holding on to.
My dreams are nightmares and always have some sick message involved.
I'm slowly losing it piece by piece.
I can't even listen to music the same way anymore.
I read and all of that but I know the end of the stories.
You fight for your cause then you die not know what happens after.
This place is bringing me down.
I'm starting to feel like nothing is going to change and that I should be out for self.
I should just be a photographer or model and come up.
Or rap, lord knows that's the new hood nigga dream.
They don't even want to play ball anymore because of Super Saiyan LeBron and others.
I'm going to keep acting like things are good though.
The sad part is, I don't know how much longer I'm going to last.
They didn't last long and they had way more resources than I do.
I'm trying but I can't even find a damn job.
I've lost so much hope I don't even know what I'm holding on to.
My dreams are nightmares and always have some sick message involved.
I'm slowly losing it piece by piece.
I can't even listen to music the same way anymore.
I read and all of that but I know the end of the stories.
You fight for your cause then you die not know what happens after.
This place is bringing me down.
I'm starting to feel like nothing is going to change and that I should be out for self.
I should just be a photographer or model and come up.
Or rap, lord knows that's the new hood nigga dream.
They don't even want to play ball anymore because of Super Saiyan LeBron and others.
I'm going to keep acting like things are good though.





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